While in the Lord's presence this afternoon praying. I heard his voice saying "Come with me, Come with me" I said " I am coming Lord, where are we going?" By sudden, I saw a blue calm sea and saw my self in white sitting on the peach beside the Lord while he was squeezing me between his arms, hugging me. There was so much power in his hug, power that touches way deep and simply transforms the whole being.
The scene shifted and now I am dancing with so much freedom in his presence. So much relief to simply be me in front of him encouraged by such an amazing unconditional love in his eyes, love that gives you boldness and zeal to breath, to dance and to be who you really are without fear of man. Couple stories in the bible were quickened, the adulterous woman who washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair in Luke 7:36-50, the Lord transformed her completely and she left his presence with so much peace.
Zacchaeus who climbed the tree to see the Lord and the Lord entered his house and transformed him completely in Luke 19 was the other story.
Meditating on this truth I saw an open vision of the Lord Jesus holding a baby in his arms. The baby was so fussy, mad, crying while hitting the Lord with his arms and feet but the Lord kept holding the baby really tight and simply allowing him to express his feelings on his chest. After a while the baby got tired and slept on the Lord's chest so calmly in so much peace. Pondering what I was looking at, I heard the Lord saying " There is power in my Love. Power that simply allow you to be you. Power that makes you bold in expressing your self completely and be transparent with no fear of being criticized, rejected or condemned. Power that allow you to enjoy acceptance, appreciation and worth no matter what you feel at specific moment even toward me. See my child, my love for you will never be changed or effected with your emotional swings or your anger or disappointed of me, I will always be the same and nothing can separate you from my love. My love for you is eternal. I will always encourage you to come to me even when you want to wrestle. Come, my child, and wrestle with me and I will bless you."
When I heard the Lord saying that, Jacob's story about wrestling with the angel of the Lord was quickened. When the angel asked him to let go, Jacob said " I will not let go until you bless me".
Genesis 32 24-25 But Jacob stayed behind by himself, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. When the man saw that he couldn’t get the best of Jacob as they wrestled, he deliberately threw Jacob’s hip out of joint. 26 The man said, “Let me go; it’s daybreak.” Jacob said, “I’m not letting you go ’til you bless me.” 27 The man said, “What’s your name?” He answered, “Jacob.” 28 The man said, “But no longer. Your name is no longer Jacob. From now on it’s Israel (God-Wrestler); you've wrestled with God and you've come through.” 29 Jacob asked, “And what’s your name?”
The man said, “Why do you want to know my name?” And then, right then and there, he blessed him.
precious children of God, He is so worthy, His love is so powerful, that you can TRUST HIM and simply allow him to Love you even in your worst times. Just know that nothing you will say or do that will surprise him or make him love you less or love you more. HE LOVES YOU AND THAT SETTLES IT ALL. I pray that you get a hold of this now and allow this truth to transform you to the real you and release you with joy to who HE created you to be. Allow HIM to Love You and simply BE!
Maryam Ziadat is an anointed Apostolic prophet who desires for all people to wake up and rise to their true identity in the Lord. Maryam helped planted churches in the Middle East as well as USA. She ministered and preached in so many local and international churches. She posted prophetic messages online, on her fb page, groups, and her website: www.thefeastofhispromises.com as well as other ministries pages and groups.